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I don’t feel like the girl that’s smiling in those photos.
I’ve gone up a whole cup size since then.
I’ve started flipping off people in traffic since then, learned that my mother has been doing drugs since then, I’ve gone through several lovers since then.
I don’t think I’m the girl you remember reading a book in your bed.
I’ve read in many beds since then.
I’ve stopped reading altogether since then, forgotten to eat since then, I’ve forgotten how to love myself since then.
The girl I used to be is a stranger.
Now I am bristly and distant and seemingly constantly sad.
I sleep too much and eat too little and cuss at people when they slam the door.
I’m unforgiving and unsentimental and uninterested in life.
Please stop asking me to be the girl you fell in love with because I am not that girl anymore.
She was gone the moment I chopped my hair off a year ago and I’m afraid she’s never coming back.
— The girl I used to be was also a better poet. If you read this and hate it please take it up with her. (via haikusandhappenings)
There’s a half decent chance I won’t even be a footnote in anyone’s memory and if I’m being completely honest that’s kind of what I want.
damandan28 asked: Did you see that South Park is going to do an episode about Lets Plays on their new episode today and is going to have pewdiepie on it?
Who?
"A heart doesn’t really do that. They can stop and they can leap, but they don’t really break. Just sometimes they get tired and give up after a while"
— Alphas - s2e8
Met with my dad and brother for lunch and had to sit through ten minutes of them wondering why a local kid committed suicide. Noticeably lacking from the conversation was my explaining how someone could keep their depression hidden well away from even their closest family and friends.
Just found out I didn’t get into the school I was trying for so… That’s cool, I guess.
